freestonew
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Issue, for me, is Deeper than any solution!!
hi all.
my Name is Freestone Wilson.
67 years old, single man.
the Small Pain.
I play games a lot on compters, mostly rpgs.
Best Buy had a sale on the very very best lcd monitor, the 22" hp w2207h model. so good the graphics. I wanted to retire my 21" viewsonic 65 lb huge thing.
After a few hours I took a walk.
bad BAD news!!
dizzy. spacy. very depressed. very hard for me to describe my symptoms, the depression was not caused by my "lcd failure", the depression was actually caused by my lcd!!
Now I could go on, here, about my high level autism, my other strange brain wirings, etc....
[1000 words]
I will not.
only typing 5wpm, plus i do not want to bore you all with the same descriptions that you all have read over and over.
but what I want to add, here, and for the reason of my title, is something that you all
might not consider, and there is NO solution for this either, by solving this with meds, food, training, etc!!!
for me at least it is a SOUL PROBLEM!
that is...it is a deep neurological problem!
[very hard to write about this, please bear with me, as there are few english words or concepts that describe this!]
as if the floursencet lights that are part of the lcd screen actually impinge upon the very inner "wiring" of the brain to affect the deep inner nerve processes so that when I leave the lcd screen, the Processing of the brain has been utterly disturbed! this disturbed processing then affects the rest of the brain, where body nerves and the sense of self and the psychological orientations are then also disturbed!
there are reasons why there are homeless people. there are reasons why some people live out in the country as "anti-technology"!
my only solution is AVOIDNACE, just like of the rumored colony in west Texas where there is a group of MCS chemical sensitivity people living: no perfumes, no un-natural anythings, living with just each other!
Thus I find no solution, as any solution offered is not "deep" enogh to touch the problem at all! the problem, again stated, for me at least, is that the lcd screens, many flouresenct lights, and probably even those new screw-in bulbs that the new agers/greeners Love So Well, as well as other things, affect my brain in ways that are not "normal" and are uncurible and makes me an outcast.
here is a better example, in another area.
I once worked for my sister in her typing business. I, one day, went to post her business cards all over the large university campus. I walked down a long long hall towrds the area where the tv and fm studios were, the huge transmitter antennas were on top of the studio. as i got closer, i began to feel very dizzy. very dizzy. I persisted. as I got close to the studio, I now could hear the AUDIO of the tv transmitter, INSIDE MY HEAD!!
[my brain picks up high level of radiation from towers!]
here the room was full of sudents, none of them even noticed; ten more feet I might have fallen into convolsions or gone uncounscious!
no cure. no sheilding.
what I have to accept is that i have to change, to move, to flee: *this* is not nice as I have to admit that I have to "fail"!
a sense of relief, thusly, now I do not have to try the other "failures" like of what many sufferes do here...diet...operations...etc!!
in a kind of ego-sense, it is our societie's problem not mine! But I cannot change everyone to go back to, say, 1880!
[I might make a good "Amish" person!!]
in other words, people who read this, the "Amish" solution might be the only way out!! might have to quit that job, leave the city, become a quiet contemplate person living in a "monestary" type of life, to accept that one might be like of that native american indian friend that I once had who *could not* live in a city, he had to live outdoors as a farmer.
lets do not even ask this friend about his PSYCHIC ability, where every feeling could be picked up from people 40 feet away from him!
me too, here I pick up other people's feeling around me, more than even they themselves are feeling their onw feelings. thus.....well I DO have my dreams!!
http://freestonewsvisions.blogspot.com/
where I dream lucid dreams where spirits and angels take me to see places in the heavenly afterlife worlds. I know very very well that there is life after death and this is so for everyone! I have talked with my friends and relatives there too, two way conversations with the "deceased"!!
at a price.
my sensitivites to things that no one else notices.
[no time today to spellcheck, sorry!]
freestone
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Re: Issue, for me, is Deeper than any solution!!
Freestone, that was a unique post.
At the rate society is headed, it's highly likely that the Amish and your Indian friend will have the last laugh in the not-distant future.
Because they're totally independent of our highly-unstable electric/utility grid, just like some of those post-trauma-syndrome Vietnam Vets who had fled to the wilderness to shield themselves from over-stimulation.
I myself have had some autistic tendencies all my life, and I've often wished that I'd been born Amish. I expressed that several times to family & acquaintances.
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