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Crash Into Me ~PG-13~
Crash Into Me
Prologue
I couldn’t believe that it had actually happened. I was still in complete shock,but it had happened. Orlando and I now have two baby girls named Elizabeth and Jacqueline. I can’t believe that I’m actually a mother now. I mean,a mother at 17. Wow. I never thought that would happen to me. But it did.
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Chapter 1
We couldn’t leave for Tokyo for a couple of weeks because Orlando had to do more shooting for Elizabethtown. I didn’t want to leave yet anyways. Our daughters needed to grow a little bit more before they could go home.
I knew we weren’t going to stay in Los Angeles forever though. Just long enough. I needed the rest anyways. The girls weren’t even two days old yet. I couldn’t believe that I had given birth almost two days ago.
I didn’t think that I was ready to be a mother yet. But I didn’t want to give up my children. They meant the world to me. I loved them too much. It would break Orlando’s heart to give them up. I knew how badly this meant to him. You should have seen his face as it lit up after he saw them. He was just so happy.
That’s the only thing I want right now is to be happy. I want the whole family to be happy. So far,parenting hasn’t been that bad. I’m still in the hospital recuperating and the girls are doing just fine. I can’t wait to see my two daughters grow up though. I know that Orlando can’t either.
That afternoon Orlando came to the hospital,and he had brought Sidi with him. He was all smiles and gave me a bouquet of flowers.
“Hi,”he said as he came over and we embraced.
“Good afternoon.”
“Good afternoon to you too. How are you feeling love?”
“I’m feeling fine. How are you?”
“I’m doing just fine. I can’t stay too long. I’m on break and I really wanted to see you and the girls.”
“They’re still in the room.”
“That’s what I thought.”
“It’s good to see you though. I was getting lonely.”
“I’ve been lonely all day.”
“Oh I wouldn’t say that. At least you have Kirsten.”
“She’s not my wife though,”he said as he kissed me.
“That’s true.”
Sidi then jumped on the bed and curled up on the bed beside me. Orlando made a big grin. “Looks like he’s been lonely without you too.”
“Well,at least I only have to stay here for one more day.”
“Thank goodness for that. Well,I had better go. I’ll see you later tonight,ok baby?”
“You just got here though!”I pouted.
He smiled and kissed me. “But you know how the director is.”
I sighed. “I know.”
“I promise I’ll be back tonight though.”
“Ok.”
“I love you.”
“I love you too.” I then watched as he left me.
One more day,I thought. Only one more day until I get out of this place. Orlando was defiantly right when he said thank god.
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Chapter 2
It seemed like just yesterday when I had met him. And now we had two baby girls. It still didn’t seem possible. But I’m glad it did. I was fourteen when I met him. I was in a band called the Wannabees. I met him when were playing at TRL. The whole LOTRs gang(well,most of them at least!) was there. I didn’t know how big Orlando was going to be at that time. Most people didn’t even know who he was at that time.
I almost that it was going to work with Orlando at the time. But he left me and my life seemed to get worst by the minute. On our gig in Tokyo,the band got into a big fight and we broke up. I don’t know where everyone went,but I decided to stay in Japan for a couple of months. I really liked it there.
But soon I had to go back to the U.S. I was starting to get homesick. I didn’t even think about Orlando at that time. I had moved on with my life. I wanted to get the back together though. But I knew that wasn’t going to happen any time soon(or at all. Which is what really happened.).
Well guess what? I actually saw Orlando again. He was going to the premiere of his new LOTRs move The Two Towers. I never thought that I would actually see him again. But then again,it is a small world that we live in. But then something happened that changed our lives forever.
During that night after the premiere,Orlando did something that I thought he would never do. He proposed to me. I couldn’t believe that he actually wanted to marry me. But I guess it was his way of saying that he was sorry for leaving me the first time.
So now we are happily married. We’ve been married for more than two years now. But now we are more than husband and wife. We’re parents. We’re mother and father now. Were taking on the biggest role now. Nothing can stop us now.
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Orlando came back that night,as promised. I was so happy to see him again before I went to sleep. It had been such a long day and I was ready to go to sleep. But I knew that wasn’t going to happen.
“I’m back,”Orlando said as he walked over to me.
“Hey.”
“What’s up?”he asked as he kissed me.
“Nothing. You?”
“Nothing much with me either. I’ve missed you,”he said as he kissed me again.
“You were barely gone.”
“I know. But I love you.”
“I love you too. How are our children doing?”
“Just fine. They look they’re ready to go.”
“That’s good. I’m guessing that you left Sidi at the house?”
“Yeah. He’s fine though. I don’t think that anything’s going to happen.”
“You never know though.”
“Don’t worry baby. I have everything under control.” He smiled and kissed me. "Trust me."
“That’s good to hear. You know that I'll always trust you.”
“That's good. You scared me there for a second.”
“Now I never that I didn't trust you!”
He kissed me. “I was just teasing.”
“I know.”
“Well,I had better leave then. You need some rest. I guess I’ll pick you and the girls up at 9:00 then?”
“I guess so.”
He kissed me. “I love you.”
“Bye,”and he left me again.
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Re: Crash Into Me ~PG-13~
Chapter 3
I got up the next morning around 8:00. I realized that Orlando wasn’t there. I felt like going back to sleep,but I didn’t because I didn’t want Orlando to wake me up. I just wanted to get out here. Everyone knows how much I hate hospitals.
Before Orlando came to pick me up,the doctor came into the room with the girls. She also let me get dress by myself(because the doctors did everything for me while I was here.). It was nice to see the girls again. I hadn’t seen them in almost two days because I couldn’t leave my bed.
And then 9:00 came right around corner,and Orlando was right on the dot. He knew how happy I was to get out there. But I was really happy just to see him. I know that it had barely been a day since I last saw him,but I love him a lot.
“Man it’s good to be home,”said Orlando as he parked the SUV into the garage. He walked over to the door behind him and got Elizabeth out of the car while I got Jacqueline. He then walked over to us and kissed me.
“Yes it is,”I whispered.
“They’re so adorable.”
“At least they’re sleeping.”
“That’s true. Do you want me to carry her?”
I shook my head. “No I’m fine.”
“Are you sure?”
I smiled. “Yes I’m fine. Stop worrying about me.”
He kissed me. “I’m supposed to worry about you. I love you. You probably worry about me more than I worry about you,”he said as we walked out of the garage. “Am I right?”
I sighed. “Maybe….”
He kissed me. “Very funny.”
“Well,it’s true.”
“I’m just messing around.”
We took the girls into our room and laid them down in the crib. We didn’t leave right away. We looked at them and smiled. Orlando put his hand around my waist and hugged me and kissed my forhead.
“How did I get this lucky?”he asked.
“I want to know the same thing.”
“You have no idea how happy I am right now.”
“Oh I think I do. Only a lot.”
He kissed me. “You got that right.”
“Same here. But I’m just glad it’s over and done with. I’m tired of feeling all the pain.”
“I bet baby. It’s nice to have you though. It’s been so lonely here with you. I can barely sleep sometimes.”
“Oh you couldn’t have missed me that much.”
“Oh but I did baby.”
Sidi then jumped on the bed and peered into the crib and smiled. Orlando smiled. “Looks like someone else is happy that they’re home. Let’s let them sleep baby.”
Orlando called Sidi and we left the room.
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Re: Crash Into Me ~PG-13~
Chapter 4
The next morning I woke up bright and early. Orlando was still sleeping. I smiled. I didn’t want to wake him. He had been working his butt off lately. It was nice that the director was giving him a couple of days off work so we could raise the children together.
I thought that I would wake him if I got out of bed,but I was wrong. He was wide awake the second I got out of bed.
“Good morning,”I said as I sat back down on the bed.
“Did you let me sleep in?”he asked.
“You don’t have to be at work for a couple of days you know.”
He sighed. “I know. I’m sorry.” He sat up and kissed me. “How are you?”
“I’m fine. How about you?”
“Couldn’t be better. Are the girls still asleep?”
“Yes.”
“Wow. I didn’t hear a peep out of them all night.”
“I know. I didn’t either.”
“You should go back to sleep love.”
I shook my head. “I’m fine. I was about to get in the shower but I woke you up.”
He kissed me again. “I needed to get up. You didn’t do anything.”
“Well…?”
“Well what?”
“Can I go take my shower now?”
He smiled and kissed me. I guess that meant yes so I left him.
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After I got out of the shower I got dressed and went back into the room. Orlando was peering into the crib as the girls were starting to wake up. I couldn’t help but smile. He just looked so cute.
“Are they waking up?”I asked.
He smiled and nodded. I decided to quietly walk over to his side. Orlando put his finger in the crib. We watched as Elizabeth grabbed it and smiled.
“Looks like she’s found her favorite person now. She’ll be wanting you all the time now.”
He smiled and kissed me. “Oh now I wouldn’t say that. They need you more than they need me right now you know.”
I smiled and didn’t say anything.
“There’s something I need to tell you though.”
Please don’t tell me,I thought.
“The director called and he needs me for only a couple of hours. Is that all right?”
I should have said no right there. But I didn’t. I knew how important this was to him. “Yes. It’s fine.”
“Are you ok love?”
“Yes. I’m fine.”
“Well,I had better go. I love you,”and he left me.
I knew this was going to happen,I thought. Why does this always have to happen? Don’t they know that I need Orlando right now? But then again,he does have a job. I don’t want him to loose that. He would kill me if something like that happened. So now all I can do is be quiet and not say anything.
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Chapter 5
I hated that he had to leave me like this. I should be used to it by now. But I’m not. Orlando and I are parents now and he should be here to watch his children. I don’t want him to end up like my father. To my father,his job came first,and his children came second.
Life was supposed to be good now. But now that Orlando was going to be working,life hasn’t been all that great. I don’t want to go back to Tokyo without him. I would be scared to do something like that. But I knew that wasn’t going to happen. Orlando cares about us. He loves us.
That afternoon I got a call from Orlando. I wasn’t surprised by this call though.
“Hello?”I asked as I answered the phone.
“Hey,”he said.
“Is everything all right?”
“The director wants me to stay a couple more hours that he wanted me to.”
“Oh.”
“You can have dinner without me. I probably won’t be home until later.”
“Oh ok.”
“How are our daughters doing?”
“They’re fine. They’re sleeping right now.” And wishing that their father was here right now,I thought. They miss you as much as I do. Come home now!
“Tell them I said hi. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean for this to happen.”
I wanted to tell him to get the director on the phone so I could shout at him. But I couldn’t do that. I had to be smart.
“Nikki?”
“Yes?”
“I thought I’d lost you.”
“No. I’m still here.” Waiting for you to come home,I thought.
“That’s good. I’m going to be on break for a little longer.”
Then come home,I thought. We want to see you a little bit longer. I want to see you a little bit longer. I want to see you more… “Oh.”
“Well,I guess not for much longer. I need to go ok?”
“All right.”
“I love you.”
“I love you too.”
“Bye,”and he hung up the phone.
“Bye,”I whispered as I put the phone on the receiver. I love you too,I thought. I love you so much. But don’t you know I hate it when this happens? Why can’t you say no once in a while? I thought you loved us. Don’t you still love us Orlando? I need you here right now to help me. That’s all I’m asking…
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Re: Crash Into Me ~PG-13~
Chapter 6
The home was just so quiet without him. I wish you were here with me right now Orlando. Your daughters want you here too. I just want to cry because you’re not here. I want go back to Tokyo. To tell you the truth,I hate it here. Tokyo is so kind. It’s the only place that feels like home to me.
About thirty minutes after I had gotten off the phone,Elizabeth started crying. I reached in the crib and picked her up.
“You miss him too don’t you?”I whispered. “I wish he was here too.
She looked at me and stopped crying. I put her on the bed and started to sing to her softly.
Satellite
By: Dave Matthews Band
Satellite in my eyes
Like a diamond in the sky
How I wonder Satellite strung from t he moon
And the world your balloon Peeping
Tom for the mother station
Winter's cold spring erases
And the calm away by the storm is chasen
Everything good needs replacing Look up, look down, all around, hey satellite
Satellite headlines read Someone's secrets you've seen
Eyes and ears have been
Satellite dish in my yard
Tell me more, tell me more
Who's the king of your Satellite Castle?
Winter's cold spring erases
And the calm away by the storm is chasen
Everything good needs replacing
Look up, look down, all around, hey satellite
Rest high above the clouds no restriction
Television we bounce round the world
And while I spend these hours
Five senses reeling I laugh about the weatherman's satellite eyes
Satellite in my eyes Like a diamond in the sky
How I wonder
Satellite strung from the moon And the world your balloon
Peeping Tom for the mother station
Winter's cold spring erases
And the calm away by the storm is chosen
Everything good needs replacing
Look up, look down, all around, hey satellite
Rest high above the clouds no restriction
Television we bounce round the world
And while I spend these hours
Five senses reeling I laugh about the weatherman's satellite eyes
I looked back at Elizabeth. She had fallen asleep. I smiled. I just wish that Orlando was here to see you two grow up,I thought. He needs to take a break once in a while so he can spend some time with his family. You two are going to miss him so much.
I keep asking myself why I married him. Was this all a mistake or was it just luck? Did God intend for this to happen? I just wish I knew why…
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Chapter 7
It was about 10:00 when Orlando got home. I was so happy to see him. I was holding Jacqueline when he walked into the room.
“Hey,”he whispered as he walked over to us. He came over and kissed Jacqueline on the forehead and kissed me. “How are you?”
“I’m ok. I’m glad you’re home.”
“I’m glad I’m home too.” He got into the bed beside me and smiled. “They’re so beautiful. I’m sorry about today. I wish I had known in advance that this was going to happen. But hey,at least it was going to be for one day love.”
“That’s good.”
“Tomorrow is going to be the family. I need to seriously take some time off. I know how much you hate this place and I know how much you want to go home. But hey,we’re going to have to wait a little bit longer.
“Great. So you can read my thoughts now?”
“No. But I wish.”
“Oh no you don’t.”
“Why not?”
I sighed. “A lot of bad things are in these thoughts.”
“Oh come on. They can’t be that bad can they?”
“Most of them are about my family.” I lied.
“Really?”
“Yes. I just wish I could have the guts to tell my mom and dad about the girls.” I had almost totally forgotten that I hadn’t told my mom and dad about the girls. I just couldn’t. They could kill me if I told them. Well,my mom would at least. My father still doesn't care about me.
“You still think they’ll kill you?”
“Yes. The wedding wasn’t so bad. But this…this is different.”
“I know. But you can’t put this off forever you know.”
Can we please not talk about this anymore,I thought. My parents don’t love or care about me all right. End of story.
“Well…”
“Do you mind putting her with Elizabeth?”
“Not at all.” He smiled and took Jacqueline from my arms and put her in the crib by Elizabeth and got back in bed. “Tired?”
“Like you have no idea.”
"Oh I think I do.
I smiled. "You've been working your butt off all day too. I know."
He kissed me. "Not as much as you have though love. You really should go to sleep."
"I'm not that tired now. Thanks to you."
He kissed me again. "Very funny."
"I'm not kidding."
He gave me a seriously look,but he couldn't hold the straight face for too long and kissed me and started to smile again(because I kept making a face back at him!).“I'm not either love.Now,go to sleep love. I’ll see you in the morning all right?”
I smiled. “All right. I’m glad you’re going to be home tomorrow. You have no idea how much I missed you today.
He kissed me. “Oh I think I do. But at least I’ll be home with you guys all day today. Now go to sleep love.” He kissed my cheek. "Goodnight Nikki."
“’Night Orlando.” And I closed my eyes,hoping to dream of good things.
Crash Into Me
By: Dave Matthews Band
You've got your ball you've got your chain tied to me tight tie me up again
Who's got their claws in you my friend Into your heart I'll beat again
Sweet like candy to my soul
Sweet you rock and sweet you roll Lost for you I'm so lost for you
You come crash into me
And I come into you I come into you
In a boys dream
In a boys dream
Touch your lips just so I know
In your eyes, love, it glows so
I'm bare boned and crazy for you
When you come crash into me, baby And I come into you In a boys dream
In a boys dream If I've gone overboard
Then I'm begging you to forgive me in my haste
When I'm holding you so girl close to me
Oh and you come crash into me, baby And I come into you
Hike up your skirt a little more and show the world to me
Hike up your skirt a little more and show your world to me
In a boys dream..
In a boys dream
Oh I watch you there through the window
And I stare at you
You wear nothing but you wear it so well tied up and twisted the way
I'd like to be For you, for me, come crash into me
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Chapter 8
The next morning I woke up with Orlando by my side. I hope he hasn’t forgotten that we’re supposed to spend the rest of the week together. Just me,him,and the girls. No directors call us and saying that he has to be at work in like 1 hour. I want him to stay home with us so we can be a family. Is that so hard to ask?
I wanted to call my family and tell them the good news. But I couldn’t do that. I just couldn’t do that. But I kept asking myself why. Why can’t I do it? Why am I afraid of my family? Orlando would back me up if something happened. Wouldn’t he? Of course he would. He loves me.
I wanted to get out of bed and take a shower. But I couldn’t because Orlando was starting to wake up.
“Hey…”he said as his eyes opened. “How are you?”he asked,not even glancing at the clock.
Oh thank god,I thought. He hasn’t forgotten. He actually remembered! I could kiss that man so much now! “I’m fine. And yourself?”
“Great,since I get to spend the day with you guys.”He smiled and kissed me.
“I thought you’d forgotten.”
“How could I forget? It’s been in my mind since yesterday baby. I couldn’t forget.”
“Good. Then you get to change the girls while I take my shower.”
“Are you trying to bribe me or something?”
“No. But you wanted to start a family now right? You might as well help me.”
He grabbed me by the arm and smiled. “You know I was only joking baby,”he kissed me. “Go take your shower baby. I’ll be downstairs with the girls.”
“You have no idea how much I appreciate this.”
He kissed me again. “Trust me baby. I think I do.”
His hand finally let go and I took my shower.
Satellite
By: Dave Matthews Band
Satellite in my eyes
Like a diamond in the sky
How I wonder Satellite strung from t he moon
And the world your balloon Peeping
Tom for the mother station
Winter's cold spring erases
And the calm away by the storm is chasen
Everything good needs replacing Look up, look down, all around, hey satellite
Satellite headlines read Someone's secrets you've seen
Eyes and ears have been
Satellite dish in my yard
Tell me more, tell me more
Who's the king of your Satellite Castle?
Winter's cold spring erases
And the calm away by the storm is chasen
Everything good needs replacing
Look up, look down, all around, hey satellite
Rest high above the clouds no restriction
Television we bounce round the world
And while I spend these hours
Five senses reeling I laugh about the weatherman's satellite eyes
Satellite in my eyes Like a diamond in the sky
How I wonder
Satellite strung from the moon And the world your balloon
Peeping Tom for the mother station
Winter's cold spring erases
And the calm away by the storm is chosen
Everything good needs replacing
Look up, look down, all around, hey satellite
Rest high above the clouds no restriction
Television we bounce round the world
And while I spend these hours
Five senses reeling I laugh about the weatherman's satellite eyes
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I got out of the shower,got dressed,and dried my hair. I went downstairs to find Orlando feeding the girls. I smiled. I just couldn’t help thinking that this was going to work. I felt so stupid being mad at him. I knew how hard his work was.
“Well,it’s time for me to take my shower,”said Orlando. He said as he kissed me and walked off. I then went into the kitchen to help the girls.
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Chapter 9
The rest of the day was great. We didn’t get out of the house much though. All the girls really wanted to do was sleep(which was great with me because then I could have a little alone time with Orlando. But then again,that didn’t happen all the time.).
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Crash Into Me
By: Dave Matthews Band
You've got your ball you've got your chain tied to me tight tie me up again
Who's got their claws in you my friend Into your heart I'll beat again
Sweet like candy to my soul
Sweet you rock and sweet you roll Lost for you I'm so lost for you
You come crash into me
And I come into you I come into you
In a boys dream
In a boys dream
Touch your lips just so I know
In your eyes, love, it glows so
I'm bare boned and crazy for you
When you come crash into me, baby And I come into you In a boys dream
In a boys dream If I've gone overboard
Then I'm begging you to forgive me in my haste
When I'm holding you so girl close to me
Oh and you come crash into me, baby And I come into you
Hike up your skirt a little more and show the world to me
Hike up your skirt a little more and show your world to me
In a boys dream..
In a boys dream
Oh I watch you there through the window
And I stare at you
You wear nothing but you wear it so well tied up and twisted the way
I'd like to be For you, for me, come crash into me ¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤
“Well,I got that done,”said Orlando as he shut the bedroom door.
“That’s for doing that. I really appreciate it.”
He walked over and sat down by me. “How are you doing?”
“I’m fine. And yourself?”
“Great,since I got that done and I can’t spend some time with you.”
“I’m glad that you get to spend time with me too.”
“I still can’t believe that this happened. I thought it wasn’t going to happen for a long time.”
“I know what you mean.”
He paused for a while. “You really should tell your parents Nikki. Would it kill you to do that?”
“I thought we had already been through this Orlando.” Would you even back me up if something happened to me?
“I said I would help you if something happened. But I think they should know. You can’t keep this a secret from them forever.”
Oh yes I can,I thought. Can we please not talk about this anymore? I don’t care…I just don’t care about them anymore because they don’t care about me.
“Nikki,you know I’m just trying to help you.”
“I’ll think about it.” Only because I don’t want to talk about it anymore,I thought.
“Good,”he said as he kissed me. “That’s the only thing I wanted to here.”
All I want to do is not worry about my parents anymore,I thought. How could you even think about them after all I’ve told you about them? They don’t care about me and they never will. I’m lucky I got this far without telling them about the girls.
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