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Re: If Tomorrow Never Comes ~PG-13~
Chapter 21
The next morning I was in the hospital with Orlando by my side. I had gone into shock and had to be rushed to the hospital. If something worse had happened,I would have lost the babies.
I wasn't surprised that this had happened. The only thing that had surprised me was that I had gone into show in the first place. I thought I was past all this. But I guess I wasn't.
"Hey,"said Orlando as I opened my eyes.
"Hi..."
"How are you feeling?"he asked as he kissed my forehead.
"In pain."
"You went into shock last night."
"Oh...so that's what happened..."
"I almost thought that I was going to lose you and my children."
"I'm sorry. I wasn't trying to stress out."
He sighed and kissed me again. "I know. Calm down. It's going to be ok love."
"I'm so sorry..."
"It's ok love. You just need to take a deep breath and relax."
I gave him a smirk. "It's not that easy."
"I know. But you have to try to relax a little bit hon."
"Yeah..."
"I'm going to stay with you for a while."
"How long?"
"Until you get out of the hospital this time. I don't want you to go back into the shock again."
"But what about the movie?"
"They're going to but it on hold for a while. The director knows how important you are to me."
"Thank you."
"Anything for the one that I love the most."He kissed me again. He looked to his right and smiled. "Sidi was worried about you."
"Is he here?"
"Yeah. He's sleeping over here."
"How cute." I breathed a little and tried to relax.
"I love you baby."
"I love you too Orlando."
I then tried to get a little sleep and tried to think of happier days.
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Re: If Tomorrow Never Comes ~PG-13~
Chapter 22
I couldn't believe that this had happened again. How in the heck did I go into shock this soon? Oh yeah. That's right. I'm five months pregnant. That's why. But then again, that shouldn’t matter now should it? That’s just a stupid excuse. I need to stop being stressed out so much!
I didn't really care that I was five months pregnant. I just wanted everything to be ok. I've never had twins before, and I didn't want to die after the delivery. But no one I knew had died after giving birth to twins.
The thing that had me most worried was if I had to give my daughters away. I would never do that in my life. These children were Orlando’s and mine. There was no way that anyone could take them away from us now. I was too far into this thing to give up now. And Orlando would hate me if I did something like that. No,even worse. He would never forgive me if I did something like that.
I was supposed to stay in the hospital for about two weeks. The doctors wanted to do some test on me before I was released. Needless to say,I was too happy about that. It was the last thing I wanted to do. But oh well. They were doctors. It was their job to do those things. At least none of them asked me about being married to Orlando. So I got some relief out of that.
The next morning I woke up with Orlando by my side. He looked really tired(like usual). But I couldn’t blame him. He was trying to look after me. But I thought it was just a little too much. He had done this before and I didn’t want him to do this again. But I really didn’t want to argue this time since I was going to be getting out soon anyways.
“Good morning,”he said as he woke up and kissed me.
“Good morning to you too. You haven’t gotten any sleep?”
“I know. I’ve been worried about you baby.”
I sighed. “It’s ok.”
“How are you feeling?”
“Great,since I’ll be getting out soon.”
“Let’s hope so.”
“Yeah I know.” I felt a little kick and I smiled.
“What is it love?”
“Put your hand on my stomach.”
He put my hand on my stomach and smiled.
“Did you feel that?”
He kissed me and smiled. “It was so beautiful.”
“I know.”
“Only less than four months now.”
“I know. I can’t wait.”
“I can’t wait either love.”
“Should we start naming them now or later?”
“Let’s wait. I want to see what they look like first.”
“Yeah.” Just then Sidi jumped on the bed and started to lick my face. We couldn’t help but laugh.
“I think he doesn’t want to wait though.”
I smiled and scratched his nose. “He’ll just have to wait though.”
“Less than four months. I think he’ll be ok.”
“I know we well.”
He kissed me and smiled. “I just hope you’ll be love.”
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Chapter 23
I was so happy to get out the hospital. It seemed like I was there forever. The only thing that I wasn’t going to like was going back to the L.A. I didn’t remember all the bad things that had happened there. But I was going to have to get over it. We were going there whether I wanted to or not.
My stress level started to go down,which was a good thing. I didn’t want to go into shock again. If I did,I would probably have to go into labor earlier than I was supposed to,and then I would probably loose the babies,or even worse. I would probably die. I didn’t want that to happen again.
That morning I woke up with Orlando at my side. Our plane didn’t leave until that night. Which was good because I needed more sleep. I was so worried about Orlando that sometimes I wouldn’t be able to sleep at night(which was weird because most of the time when I’m in the hospital he’s the one who doesn’t get any sleep.).
“Good morning,”Orlando said as he moved over and kissed me.
“Good morning to you too.”
“How are you feeling this morning love?”
“Great. Now that I’m out of the hospital.”
“I don’t blame you here.”
Sidi then walked up to me and started to lick me on the face.
“Looks like he’s happy you’re out too.”
“Yeah I know.”
“Don’t forget that we leave tonight.”
“Yeah I know.”
“What’s wrong love?”
“Huh?”
“You just don’t seem happy about that.”
“It just brings back some painful memories for me.”
“I understand.”
How can you understand,I thought. You weren’t even there when it happened. But then again,I was the stupid person who jumped out the window because I couldn’t get to the stupid door. So there’s no reason to be mad at you I guess.
“Nikki?”
“Yeah?”
“You ok?”
“I’m fine. I’m just in a little pain from all the kicking.”
“Do you want me to go get you something?”
“Not now. Maybe in a little bit.”
“You don’t have to come with me if you don’t want to.”
“Why not?”
“Because I’m only going to be gone for a couple of weeks. I don’t expect you to have the babies now do I?”
I gave him a face. “And why didn’t you tell me sooner?”
He sighed. “I guess it slipped my mind. I’ve just been so worried about you.”
“Don’t worry then. I’m going to come.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes. I’ll be fine. This isn’t the first time you know. If I was on a plane when I was barely a week pregnant,then I think I can still do it.”
He smiled and kissed me. “You’re a brave one.”
“I know. That’s one reason why you married me.”
“There’s a ton more though.”
“Yeah I know. You’ve told me most of them.”
“At least I did.”
“Yeah that’s true.”
“Well,I’m going to get ready.”
“You’d better not take too long.”
“Well,with me you never know.”
“Yeah I know.”
He kissed me and headed for the shower. I decided that would stay in bed with Sidi until he got out of the restroom. I put my hand on my stomach again. I felt another slight kicked and smiled. Tomorrow I’m going to be six months pregnant. I couldn’t believe how fast this was going by. But at least it was going by and I was still here.
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About 8:00 that night we started to head out of the hotel and started to head to the airport. I was so glad to get out of there,but I was really going to be sad that we were going to be going to L.A. It’s not that I don’t like L.A. It’s just too big of a city to me(which is one of the reasons that Orlando and I moved to Tokyo).
I felt so stupid. Why did I tell him that I wanted to come with him? Why couldn’t I be at home right now in Tokyo? Because he wanted me to be with him,and because he loves me. But then why was I with him when he went down to Mexico and the Cayman Islands? Because I wasn’t pregnant then. But he still loved me didn't he?
Of course he still loved me. I was just being stupid again.What the heck was wrong with me? Why was I acting like this?This wasn't like me.When he was gone I was just fine.He called me almost every night and we wrote letters to each other.
But it just wasn't the same. He wasn't there for me. He wasn't even with me when I found out I was pregnant. But at least he cared right?Oh god.What the heck is wrong with me? Why the heck am I acting like a fool. I need help.I need help now.I wish I could tell him that I need help before it's too late.
"Nikki?"he asked as he we started to leave.
"Yeah?"
"Are you ok?"
"Yes. I'm just fine."
"Thank you."
"For what?"
"For coming with me. I thought you were mad at me and was planning on backing down at the last minute."
"Nah. I'm too nice. I wouldn't do a thing like that and you know it." Yeah,only because I can't tell you everything I'm feeling inside me right now,I thought.
"Thanks baby,"and we started heading for the airport.
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Chapter 24
Well,here we were again. On another airplane going somewhere. I had done this since I was 4,so I was used to this. I just hated the fact that I was flying when I was pregnant. But this flight didn't seem to bother at me. I guess it was because I slept for most of the flight.
It's kind of funny because when I was younger I could always stay up on the flight and now I can't!Oh well.I'm pregnant so what can I expect you know? But it was kind of nice to get away for a while(just not to L.A. Anywhere but there!).
When we got to L.A. it was still around 7:00p.m. But we didn't waste any time. We got our bags and went straight to the hotel because Orlando didn't want me up a lot until I was feeling better(I had a partial migraine on the plane. But I was used to that. It's only because I can't stand the shouting kids. But I was really gonna have to get used to that after I gave birth to the twins). And plus we had already had dinner before we left for the airport and I was so dead tired that I really didn't want any food for the rest of the day.
I think people are still wondering how I can be 17 and have twins when I'm this young. I bet a lot of people are saying that it's just wrong for someone my age to even be havin' children. But I don't care really. I've been having to put up with the media since Orlando and I started going out 2 years ago. But I really don't find it a problem. At least he's having fun and so am I.
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The next morning seemed really weird because Orlando wasn't by my side when I woke up. He had been with me for so long and now he wasn't. Oh well. I was used it. At least I should be used to it because he was gone for a month while he was shooting Troy.
My mood swings are starting to get better. Nothing has gotten me into too much trouble because Orlando was there to help me(even though he wasn't there to help me today.).But the good thing was that he left Sidi at the hotel with me so I had some company while he was gone.
That afternoon the phone rang. It was Orlando.
"Hello?"I asked as I answered the phone.
"Hi,"he said.
"What's up?"
"Nothing much. You?"
"Nothing much really. Just wondering how you're doing."
"I'm doing just fine."
"That's good. How are you feeling?"
"Good. I want to thank you for leaving the pills on the dresser."
"No problem baby,"he said as he chuckled.
"Man I don't know what I do if I didn't have those this morning after I got up."
"How's Sidi doing?"
"He's doing fine. He's sleeping right now."
"He needs it too."
"Yes he does."
"I'm surprised how good he's been doing."
"Same here."
"Well,two more weeks until we have to go to the hospital for your--."
"Eight month check-up,"I interrupted and sighed. "I know."
"Good."
"I've got enough in my head to remember."
"I can't believe you're almost going to be eight months."
"I can't believe either."
"Well,I had better get back to work. I'll see you around 10:00 ok?"
"Ok."
"I love you."
"Love you too. Bye."
"Bye,"and he hung up the phone.
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Chapter 25
I'm eight months pregnant today. One more month. Can you believe it? I know I can't. It's funny that I can go this long and that I haven't died yet. No I'm not going to die(at least I hope not any time soon.). I'm going to be just fine.
Orlando wasn't with me when I went for my eighth month check-up(which was scary because he was the one who had reminded me). He couldn't get out of work that day so I had to go to the hospital by myself. And now I was starting to worry.
Is he even going to be here when I give birth,I thought. Does he even care? Or is this the director's fault. I wish I knew. I want him to be here when I'm giving birth. I'm going to need some type of support so I don't go into shock and maybe die this time. Where are you when I need you Orlando?
Well,the twins are doing fine. I've wanted to name them but Orlando won't let me yet(but that's typical Orlando for ya.). I've almost given up on the fact that he's even going to be with me when I give birth. He's been getting home late and it's like he barely even notices me. But I don't want to divorce him. No. I couldn't do a thing like that. Everyone would hate me if I did.
That afternoon Orlando came home early. I thought he was going to surprise me with something,but that didn't happen. I almost wanted to cry because he acted like I wasn't even there. What was happening here? This wasn't typical Orlando. He loved me.
I wanted to ask him what the heck was wrong with him. Was it me? Were my mood swings bad enough that he didn't want to talk to me? Or was it just because he was tired. Well,I was tired too. But oh well.
That night I got out of bed and went straight to the living room,hoping that Orlando wouldn't wake up. I didn't want to tell him that something was wrong with me. I just wanted to leave him alone. But that didn't happen. He woke up.
"Nikki?"he asked as he turned on the light to the livng room.
I didn't say anything.
He smiled and sat down by me. "What's wrong love?"
I didn't want to say anything,but I couldn't keep my big mouth shut. "Why aren't you talking to me? Do you even care that I'm here anymore?! It's like you don't even notice me any more Orlando. What have I done?"
He hugged me and I started to cry. "I'm sorry. I thought you were mad at me."
"No..I was never mad at you."
He kissed me. "I'm sorry."
"Was it something I did?"
"No. I guess it's because I've been all stressed out lately."
"I want you to be with me Orlando. I want you to be with me when I'm going into labor and all that crap. I don't want you to leave me."
"I'm not going to leave you,"he sighed. "I guess this week as been tough on both of us since you're eight months pregnant and I've been working so much. I really do need to take a couple days off."
"But I don't want you to if something's going to happen."
"Nothing's going to happen. But I really do need to take care of you more."
"Ok."
He kissed me again. "Tell me when you're feeling like this. You know that I only want the truth."
"Yes. I know."
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Chapter 26
That night was very quiet. Well,at least I thought it was for a little bit. It was the day before I was supposed to having labor pains. But that didn’t exactly happen.
Instead of getting a couple of days off,Orlando get a month and a half off because he really wanted to take care of me. And we both went to the doctor for my ninth month check-up. And the doctor said I was supposed to be giving birth to the twins to weeks after the check-up.
That night Orlando and I went to bed around 9:00. I hadn’t been having a lot of pains and I wasn’t in a lot of stress. But I didn’t think that I was going to be going into labor so soon. Well,at least on this soon anyways.
“Well,only two more weeks,”Orlando said as we sat on the edge of the bed. “Are you ready?”
“More than you know.”
“That’s good to hear.”
He shut off the light and we got into bed. He put his hand over my shoulder and onto my stomach and kissed me. But then,something went wrong. I started to groan.
“Are you ok love?”
I nodded. “Yeah. I’m fine.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yeah. It was just a little kick that’s all.” But then I let out another groan. Then I knew that something was wrong. “Ok. I guess I was wrong.”
“Let’s go now baby. We need to get you to the hospital.”
He helped me up off the bed and then we were on our way to the hospital.
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By the time we had got to the car the pain was just so unbearable. If Orlando wasn’t there,I probably would have been dead by now. Thank god that didn’t happen. It took us about 10 minutes to get to the hospital and soon after we got there we rushed straight to the delivery room.
It took the doctors about 5 minutes to get me into the bed and put the IV in me. But after that I was ok. And thank god Orlando was there. I wouldn’t let the doctors take him out of my sight. It would probably kill me.
“How are you feeling?”Orlando said about 20 minutes later.
“Fine,”I said as grabbed his hand. “Thank you for not leaving me.”
“You know how much I wanted to be with you. Just try to stay calm ok baby?”
I nodded. “Thank you…” I put my head back on the pillow slowly.
“Nikki…?”
“They’re…they’re starting to come out…”
The doctors then started to come over. The pain was just so great,but I knew that I couldn’t give up now. I knew that I couldn’t. This was everything that we had dreamed for. So I knew that I couldn’t give up now.
Orlando then came over by my side and kissed me. “You’re doing fine,”he whispered. “Just keep pushing ok?”
I nodded. “I know…I know…”
“I love you baby.”
“I love you too.”
And guess what? About 5 minutes later we had two healthy baby girls.
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Re: If Tomorrow Never Comes ~PG-13~
Epilogue
About thirty minutes later we were holding two little girls. I still couldn’t believe it. We actually did it. We made the dream actually come true.
“Well…we did it,”said Orlando as he smiled at one of the girls.
“Now all we have to do is name them.”
“Why don’t you start.”
“Are you sure?”
He smiled and kissed me. “You’re the one who gave birth so you should be doing the honors.”
“That’s very nice of you,”I looked down at the daughter that I was holding. “Well…I guess I’m going to name her Jacqueline.”
“And I guess I’m going to name her Elizabeth,”as he looked down and smiled at her.
“I love it.”
“I’m glad. I love you.”
“I love you too. Are you feeling better?”
“Oh you have no idea how happy I am now that’s over.”
“Oh I think I do.”
“Thank you for being here with me.”
“You’re welcome,”he kissed me. “We’re going to go back to Tokyo soon.”
“Good. I want them to see the house.”
“It’s going to be different now since I’m a father.”
“I think that’s the only thing that’s going to be different.”
“What do you mean by that love?”
“You’ll still have your job right?”
“Yeah but I’ll come home early to see you and my daughters. I might even take some time off.”
“That’s good.”
“But hey,at least I have a family now. It’s something I’ve wanted all my life. And now I finally got something I dreamed about.”
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