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Chapter 16
For almost a week I was in coma. And for almost a week I was going through these near death experiences. I almost though that I was never going to come out of that coma. But I did. And Orlando was there by my side,like always,when I woke. I was so happy to see his smiling face again that I just wanted to jump out of bed. I was just so happy to see him, and so happy that I was alive.
“Oh god. My baby’s ok,”Orlando said as I awoke that morning.
“How long was I in that coma.”
“For like a week.”
“Sheesh. I didn’t think it was going to be that bad.”
“Me neither. But at least you’re alive.”
“Have you been by my side all this time?”
“I had too. I love you too much baby.”
“Thank you. But I still want you to get some sleep.”
“I know. But you know how worried I was about you. Especially with going into a coma and all.”
I sighed. “Yes. I know.”
“But I’m glad I did,and I’m glad that I do. I might loose you.”
“Yeah. So,how long am I going to be staying here?”
“I don’t know. No one has told me yet.”
“Are you serious?”
“Yep.”
“Dang. Don’t they usually just tell you?”
“I guess not when you’ve been in a coma for almost a week.”
“Yeah I guess not.”
“I’ll find out sometime tomorrow I guess. God I was so worried about you.”
“I’m worried about you. Please get some sleep.”
“You know I will. As long as I’m with you.”
I kind of figured that was going to going to happen.
“I can’t leave you this time. I won’t. I’ve been away from you too long and I love you too much. Plus this was kind of just too much for me. I just don’t want to loose you baby. You mean too much to me.”
“Thank you.”
“You’re welcome baby. God you’re so beautiful.”
“You’re so sweet.”
“Only because I have you.”
“Thank you so much.”
“Anything for you baby.”
“God. I can’t believe how lucky I am.”
“Because you have me?
“You bet that’s the reason why.”
“Well,I’m only lucky because I have you.”
“Thanks. I’m…”
“What is it?”
“I’m kind of glad you aren’t going back.”
“I know. But you never know when another opportunities going to be coming my way.”
“Well,let’s just hope that isn’t for a long time.”
“You never know baby.”
“I know. I’m so sorry.”
“About what?”
“About the way I’ve been acting. It’s not that I don’t want you want you to do this,it’s just that…”
He sighed. “I know baby. It’s alright. I understand.”
“Thank you.”
“Hey,that’s what I’m here for right?”
“Not just that.”
“Yeah I know. God I love you. You know I always will.”
“Yeah.”
“Well,I had better go so you can get some rest.”
“Please don’t…”
“What?”
“I know this might seem kind of strange…but I don’t want you to leave. Especially after what happened the other night.”
He smiled and kissed me. “I’m glad you don’t want me to leave you this time.”
“Yeah me too.”
“Listen baby,nothing is ever going to come between us ok. I’m going to protect you as long as I can,alright?”
I nodded. “All I want to do is love you.”
“Thank you.”
“You’re welcome baby. I can’t ever stop loving you.”
“I can’t ever stop loving you either.”
“Thank you so much for the joy you have given me.”
“You’re welcome.”
“I promise I will never replace you.” He kissed me.
I was so happy that he was here with me. Now I knew that there would be no real danger because he was here to protect me. And that’s the reason why I loved him. He was the one person in the world that cared about me. He was all that I had anyways. I could never replace him with another man. I would never do such a thing. Because he loved me.
“I have something to tell you,”he said.
“What?”
“I’m kind of glad that I’m not workin’ either.”
“You’re kidding me?”
“How could I? I have to take care on the one I love right?”
“Yeah.”
“Well,that’s all I need to be doing right now.”
“Thank you.”
“I just want you to get better.”
“I know.”
“That’s all you have to promise me.”
“You know I will.”
“I know you will too. God I love you so much.”
“I love you too.”
“You promise not to leave me alright?”
I nodded. “Ok.”
He kissed me. “Good. Now get some sleep. There isn’t anything to be afraid of.”
“Yeah. You had better get some sleep too.”
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The next morning I woke up with Orlando by my side. He was already up,waiting for me to wake up.
“Good morning love.”
“Hi. Good morning.”
“How are you?”
“Good. How about you.”
“I’m doing just fine. Now that I get to see your beautiful face. And I’m not just saying that.”
“Yes I know.”
“Good.”
“I have some good news.”
“What?”
“Well,the doctors said that you’re recovering really fast,so it looks like you’ll be getting out by the end of the week.”
“Are you serious?”
“Yep.”
“Thank god.”
“Yes I know.”
“Would you have something to do with this?”
“Nope. You’re recovering on your own.”
“I see.”
“All right. I did donate a little blood.”
“Yeah I can tell you big liar!”
“Alright. I’m sorry.”
“You could have just told me.”
“I thought you could already tell,”he said after he showed me his hand.
“Yeah you do have a point. But I didn’t know it was for me.”
“I don’t want you to die. I had to do something.”
“Was it just for this time?”
He sighed. “No. I’ve done it other times too. But I didn’t think you’d ever ask.”
“I’m sorry I called you a liar.”
“No it’s ok.”
“No really. Please accept my apology. I don’t want to feel guilty.”
“Alright. I accept.”
“Thank you.”
“I know you didn’t mean it.”
“I didn’t think you knew that.”
“I know you baby. I could tell by the look in your eyes.”
“The eye thing. Right. I’ve gotta remember that next time.”
He laughed. “It’s alright. You ok?”
“Yeah.”
“Leg hurt?”
“No. Not really.”
“That’s good.”
“Yes it is.”
“My mom called today. She says hi and she hopes you get better.”
“I know. When you get a chance,tell her I said thank you for the card she sent me. I didn’t get it until yesterday.”
“I can do that.”
“Thank you so much.”
“Anything for you baby.”
“You don’t have to say that.”
“Yes I do. I have to because I love you.”
“I know.”
“I’m glad you’re getting better.”
“Me too.”
“Thank you for keeping your promise.”
“Any time.”
“Means a lot to me.”
“I know.”
“I love you.”
“Love you too.
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Chapter 17
Those next few days were really nice. Orlando was really sweet to me for the next couple of days,which really meant a lot to me. He kept telling how much he loved me and how much he never wanted to leave me. He cared about me so much and I’m glad he did. He was the only person in my life who appreciated me.
I was glad he cared so much about me. I never wanted me leave my side,but I knew that opportunity might suddenly come up again and he would have to leave me. But I couldn’t think about that. I had to think about the good things in life right now. He was here with me and that was all that mattered. And as long as he cared about me,I was happy. I had no reason not to be happy anymore. Because I had someone in my life who cared about me and who loved me. And Orlando was that person for me. And he was right about one thing:that nothing would ever come between us. And nothing was ever going to as long as we had each other. As long as I had Orlando,I had no reason not to fret about anything. Even though times were different now because he had all this stuff to do,we still had each other,and that was the only thing that mattered. God I love him so much.
I was so happy to get out of the hospital. I was mostly glad that Orlando was with me. Plus I still had a hard time walking since my leg wasn’t fully healed yet(I knew what that meant:having to stay in bed for a least three more days until I could actually walk.). But that didn’t bother me at all. At least someone who cared about me was going to be by my side.
“You ready to go?”he asked.
“You know it.”
“Good.”
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I was so happy when I got home that the only thoughts I had were happy ones. I guess it was because I knew that Orlando wasn’t going to be leaving me for a while. But not only that,but that our first year anniversary was coming up and I was really excited. I’m glad that Orlando and I hadn’t divorced,and I knew nothing like that was never going to
happen because he loved me,and I loved him. And he was going to be here to protect me as long as he could. And that to me was the only thing that mattered.
That afternoon I layed in bed hoping that my leg would heal and that I would be able to walk again. The good thing about this was Orlando was by my side until I got better.
“How’s your leg doing?”he asked.
“It’s doing better,thanks to you.”
“Oh I didn’t do anything.”
“Yes you did. You told me yourself.”
“That was nothing.”
“Well,to me it was.”
“Thank you baby.”
“No,thank you.”
“For what?”
“For caring about me.”
“No problem baby.”
“I really wouldn’t be here today if it wasn’t for you.”
“Oh don’t say that.”
“But I have to.”
“I know. Because you’re my beautiful wife.”
“Why thank you.”
“No problem.”
“Has anyone called yet.”
He gave me a look,”I don’t think you need to worry about that. I tell you when the time comes. But now is not the time.”
“Oh.”
“You feeling ok?”
“Yes. I’m fine.”
“You know what?”
“What?”
“I think we need to do a little traveling. We need to a few days together like away from this place. What do you say?”
I really didn’t know what to say at first. I didn’t really want to leave Tokyo because I loved it here. But after what happened least week I guess it would kill us to leave for a while. “Well,I guess that would be alright.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yeah. I think it would be nice.”
“But here’s the problem.”
“What?”
“I haven’t thought of where to go yet. And that’s where you come in.”
“How about New Zealand?”
“Are you sure?”
“Yeah. Plus I’ve never been there. I thought you might want to go back.”
“You know what?”
“What?”
“That’s exactly what I was thinking.”
“You’re kidding.”
“Nope. I’ve really wanted to take you there.”
“So when are we leaving?”
“Whoa,whoa. Calm down now. I haven’t exactly set up a date yet.”
“Oh.”
“But that’s only because I haven’t talk to you yet. But would next Monday sound ok?”
“That would be great.”
“Good.
“Can I ask you something?”
“What?”
“Is this more of a anniversary gift?”
“No. We’ll be back by then.”
“Ok.”
“What?”
“Nothing.”
“I promise you I’m still going to do something for our anniversary. I’m just not going to tell you that yet because it isn’t Christmas. You’ll have to wait until then.”
“Gotcha.”
“The only reason why I didn’t want to leave right away was because of--.”
“I know. My leg.”
“Yeah.”
“I understand.”
“I know.”
“I’m sorry.”
“About what?”
“About this.”
“Don’t worry about it. Soon it’ll heal and we can get on with our lives.”
“Thank god.”
“But I’m not going anywhere until you do so. And you aren’t going anywhere either.”
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Re: A Love for a life time ~PG-13~
Chapter 17 Part II
I knew what that meant. No leaving the house until I was fully healed. I tried leaving the house I couple times before why my leg wasn’t even closed to being healed,and Orlando kept getting mad at me every time I did it. “I know.”
“Let’s not forget about the other times--.”
I sighed. “Yes I know.”
“I just don’t want you getting hurt again.”
“I’m sorry about those times ok. But I haven’t done anything like that since.”
“I know. I just like reflecting back.”
“Well I don’t.”
“Ok. I’m sorry.”
“No. It’s ok.”
“Well,I’m going to get some stuff. Don’t move ok?”
I smiled. “I won’t.”
“Good. I love you.”
“Love you too.”
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Those next few days were great. Orlando tried to get me to walk. And almost time I tried,I was starting to improve. But I was exactly perfect yet. I just hoped that by Sunday I was going to be able to walk normal,because I really wanted to go on that trip,and I knew that if I wasn’t going to be able to walk by then,there would be no trip.
“Well,it looks like you’re getting better,”he said a couple days later.
“You sure?”
“Don’t say that. You’re going to get better. You already are.”
I smiled. “Thanks.”
“It’s going to take some time. I know.”
“You’ve been there.”
“Yeah,but I’m not the only one. So don’t worry about it. Just think about that days ahead alright?”
I nodded. I couldn’t let him down. Not now at least. I was determined to get better and I would. But like Orlando said,it was going to take time. I just hope nothing was going to happen to me in the next couple of days because I really wanted to go on that trip.
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Well,by next Monday I was all better and it looked like we were going on that trip we so longed for. Which was great for me because I could finally walk. I guess Orlando was glad because I didn’t end up in a wheelchair. I kept going on,which made him proud.
“Well,you all ready to go?”he asked as he came into the room.
“Yeah.”
“You alright?”
I sighed. “Yeah. I’m fine.”
“No you aren’t. Tell me what’s wrong.”
“Nothing. I’m just happy that I can walk again.”
He came over,and hugged and kissed me. “So am I. I’m glad you didn’t quit.”
“I couldn’t. I wanted to make you happy.”
“Is that what this is all about?”
“Yeah. Sort of.”
“You didn’t have to do it to make me happy you know. I thought you wanted to do it for you.”
“Well,I thought you wanted to go on this trip really badly,so I didn’t want to quit.”
He laughed and kissed me. “You didn’t have to do that you know.”
“I just wanted to make you happy.”
“You already have baby. You know that.”
“Yeah.”
“Well,let’s not waste anymore time. We have a plane to catch. We can talk later.”
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The plane ride was nice,but really long. But that didn’t bother me because I was going to have fun with Orlando and hopefully nothing was going to happen to me(again). As soon as we got on the plane we both went to sleep. We had barely gotten 8 hours of sleep since I got shot in the leg. So this was kind of nice. But I didn’t sleep much. I was too worried about something happening to either me or Orlando(even though he told me not to worry.).
“Hey,you alright?”Orlando asked me.
“Yeah. I’m fine.”
“Nikki…c’mon. I thought we weren’t going to do this anymore.”
I sighed. “Alright. I’m just worried that something might go wrong.”
“Everything’s going to be alright baby. Don’t worry about it and go back to sleep. You haven’t a lot of sleep lately and this is a good time.”
“Yeah. I guess you’re right.” So I went back to sleep,not worrying about anything.
When I got up we were all ready on the ground. I guess it hadn’t taken that long to get there,or it was just me. By the time I had woken up,Orlando was still trying to get up.
But I’m glad that he had least got some sleep. He’s just been working so hard lately,I thought. We both needed this.
“You’re already up?he asked.
“Yeah. Just waiting for you.”
“How long have you been up?”
“Just for like 2 seconds.”
“I see.”
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But the time we got to the New Zealand it was already after 8:00 so we decided that we would just have dinner and go to bed. We were just so tired. Orlando was starting to get those dark circles under his eyes from working so much,which really worried me. I just hoped that he was going to be ok.
“Hey,you alright?”he asked after we got off the plane.
“Yes I’m fine.”
He gave me a look.
“Ok. I’m sorry. I just think we should go to the hotel,and you should get some sleep. Have you seen those dark circle’s around your eyes lately?”
“Yeah I guess you’re right. But same goes for you too.”
“That’s fine with me. I’m tired anyways.”
“Well,that makes two of us.”
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By the time we got to the hotel it was already 9:30,so we decided to go to bed. Orlando looked so tired and worn out. Poor thing,I thought. He doesn’t have to do this. But I can’t stop him from his dream.
Before I went to sleep I looked out the window to see if everything was ok. But Orlando sooned walked in a confronted me.
“Hey,you ok?”
“Yeah. I was just trying to make sure that no one was trying to get in.”
“Everything’s going to be ok baby. I promise.”
I decided not to argue with him and backed away from the window. But I took a little quick peak just to make sure that he was right.
After I got in bed I had a really hard time sleep. I couldn’t stop thinking about that something bad was going to happen. So many things had happened to me over the past couple of weeks and months,and I couldn’t stop forgetting about them. And I was starting to get scared.
“Nikki,you’re not asleep yet?”
“No. I can’t.”
“Still thinking about…?”
“I just get the feeling that something bad is going to happen to me. You know it’s hard for me not to.”
“Let me get in and we can talk.”
I scotted over so Orlando could have his place on the bed. “Listen,I’m really sorry about this.”
“Don’t say that. Everything’s really going ok.”
I shook my head. How can you say that,I thought.
“I know what you what you must be thinking right now. How could he even be saying that when all this happened? Well,don’t forget that I’ve gone through stuff like this too. Don’t forget the time I broke my back.”
“I know. But you haven’t had bullets in your body and all that.”
“Yes. I know. But what I mean is,is that I’ve gone through painful experiences too. But I try to forget about them and move on. That’s why I brought you here. So you could get away from all that stuff.”
“Listen,I’m really sorry ok.”
He sighed. “It’s not your fault. Let’s get some sleep alright?”
“Ok.”
He smiled and kissed me. “Goodnight love.”
“’Night.”
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The next day I got up around 6:00. Orlando was still sleep,so I tried to get up without waking him. This time I succeeded. I knew he needed more sleep. I felt so sorry for him.
I decided to take a shower,dry my hair,and go downstairs for breakfast. Before I did a left him a note,just so he wouldn’t freak out when he saw that I wasn’t by his side. I knew he wouldn’t freak out,but he always left me notes when he left me,so I thought I would do the same.
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When Orlando got downstairs it was already 15 past 7. I wasn’t worried thought. He needed more sleep. He could have slept in until about 9 for all I cared about. But at least he was with me.
“There she is,”I heard Orlando saying as he came down for breakfast. “I thought you might be down here,”he said as he came over and kissed me. “I saw your note.”
“Good.”
“You weren’t getting worried were you?”
“No. I actually thought you could sleep for a couple of hours.”
“Well,I didn’t want you to get too lonely.”
“Thanks.”
“Anything exciting happening yet?”
“What do you think?”
“I guess not then.”
“You got that right.”
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After breakfast we did some shopping. Wellington was a really nice place. And since December was coming up soon they already had Lord of the Rings stuff all over the place. I kind of wondered if Orlando felt embrassed by this,but I didn’t ask him. We did get stopped a few times though,but I didn’t care. All I cared about was that I was with Orlando, and I was here to have fun.
“You ok?”he asked.
“Yeah why?”
“You didn’t seem happy there.”
“I just didn’t want to say anything. I know how much your fans love you.”
“Thanks. But I don’t love them as much as I love you.”
“Thank you.”
“No problem baby.”
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Chapter 18
As the days passed I felt insecure about things. Nothing happened and I wanted it to stay that for a long time. We left New Zealand two weeks later. But I knew that we would be back soon for the Return of the King priemer. On December 1st.
I was glad to be back home,but I was really going to miss New Zealand. I had a really fun time there. Especially with Orlando. To tell you the truth,I was glad that the fans were there. It made me less scared about people trying to kill me and some other things. But now since Orlando and I were home we could settle down and start to care about other things. Nothing had happened to me in a while,so I’m guessing that the person who was trying to me to kill me ‘again’ was gone. At least I hoped so. I really didn’t something to happen to me again.
“Well,what should we do now?”Orlando said when we got home.
“Sleep.”
“You’re tired alright? It’s only 2:00.”
I smiled. “And I’m tired ok?”
He kissed me, “I know.”
“Thank you.”
“For what?”
“For taking me to New Zealand. I had a wonderful time.”
“Anything for you baby. I love.”
“I love you.”
“I’m gonna go some stuff. You can stay and rest if you want.”
I smiled. “Yeah I think I should.”
He came over to the bed with that big smile on his face. “I love you,”and then he started kissing me again.
“I love you too.”
“I can’t leave you again. I’d miss you too much.”
I smiled.
“What?”
“Nothing. I’m just happy.”
“I know you are. And so am I.”
“Thank you so much.”
“Thank you so much. Thank you for bringing love into my life.”
“I couldn’t have said it better myself.”
“Yes I know.”
“You can leave if you want to. I really don’t care.”
“Now what did I just say?!”
“I know.”
“But I guess I should let you get some rest. But I think I should too.”
I smiled and scooted over. “It’s a little early isn’t it?”
“Oh very funny!”
“What?!”
He smiled and kissed me.
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When I got up it was a little quarter past 5 and Orlando was still sleeping. I tried not to wake him up,but no luck this time.
“Hey,”he said as he started to wake up. “What is it?”
“At least a quarter past 5.”
“Wow. We slept that long.”
“I think you need to sleep some more.”
“Oh come on.” He leaned over and our lips met. “I can’t go back to sleep if your up now can I?”
“No I guess not.”
“Go downstairs and I’ll be up in a little bit.”
“I’ll do just that then.”
“I love you.”
“Love you too.”
When I got downstairs I decided not to do anything. If Orlando told me to go downstairs and wait,then meant that he has a little something up his sleeve or something like that. Well,at least he got a little sleep,I thought.
“Ok,I’m here,”he said as he came downstairs. “And I’m starving.”
“So am I.”
“Good.”
“Why’s that?”
“Because I got dinner reservations tonight.”
I knew it,I thought. I knew this was going to happen.
“Well,you ready to go?”
“Any time you are.”
“Let’s go then.”
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Dinner wasn’t really anything fancy. The place Orlando took me was somewhere that I had been to like hundreds of times. He knew that,but I didn’t say anything. I didn’t want to hurt his feelings.
I tried not to worry about things over dinner,but it was really hard. I just felt like someone was going to try to come in and try to kill me. I knew that Orlando had kept telling me that everything was alright,but I didn’t feel alright. I felt scared.
“You ok?”he asked.
“Yes. I’m fine.”
“You don’t look it.”
“Seriously. I’m fine.”
He gave a look and went back to eating. I didn’t want to tell him that anything was wrong. I just didn’t feel like it. Maybe he was right. Everything was going to be alright. I mean,I’ve survived a lot of this crap,and nothing has happened to me since I almost got my leg shot off(a 2nd time). I mean,nothing happened to us while we where in New Zealand,so I guess I really had nothing to worry about.
“I’m sorry,”I said.
“About what?”
“About the argument.”
“Don’t worry about it. I know you’re scared.”
“Thank you.”
“But are you seriously going to be alright? I mean,we can leave not if you want to.”
“No,I’m fine thank you.”
“Ok. Just wanted to make sure.”
I know you do,I thought. But I really do need to get over this. Next time I might as well just not say anything.
After dinner we decided to go back home. There really wasn’t much to do and we didn’t want to go shopping(since we really did all our holiday shopping in New Zealand.). Plus we were getting really tired. So we really just went home and crashed.
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Re: A Love for a life time ~PG-13~
Chapter 19
For the next few days nothing happened. Nothing really exciting that is.
For the time being we were pretty happy. Nothing had happened for a couple of weeks. But that was all about to end soon. Because soon enough,Orlando got another call from his agent saying that he was supposed to start on another movie called “Haven,”in a couple of weeks. Let’s just say I didn’t take the news very well.
“Listen,I want you to come down with me,”he said.
I looked him straight in the eye, “No.”
“Why not?”
“Because you need to remember what happened last time…”
“Listen,let’s forget about last time. This is going to be totally different.”
I couldn’t believe him though. This is not going to be different,I thought. I need to stay here and watch over the house and look after the dog. I can’t do this. “Orlando,please listen to me. As much as I want to go,you need to understand that someone needs to stay here.
He looked at me like he just couldn’t believe what I was saying. But I guess he didn’t want to get mad at me too much because he smiled. “Ok. I’m sorry.”
“I do love you ok?”
“I know you do. I just want to be with you more.”
“I know that. But I can’t be with you all the time. And I understand that now.”
“And I’m glad you do. But at least I don’t have to leave for another week.”
“Good. Listen,I am so sorry.”
“Are you sure you’re going to be ok?”
I nodded. The more I thought about it,if I wasn’t with him,I was less likely to get hurt. “Yes. I’ll be fine.”
“Ok.”
“I’m really sorry though.” I wanted to cry. But I knew I was doing the right thing.
He came over and hugged me. “It’s going to be ok. I’m not going to get mad.”
“Thank you.”
“No problem. I love you.”
“Love you too.”
“Don’t worry about it ok?”
“I know. I won’t.”
“Ok.”
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The week went by pretty fast too. But we really didn’t do anything. There really wasn’t much to do. All I could think about was what was going to happen after Orlando was gone. In my heart,I couldn’t believe I was doing this. I wanted to be with him,I just didn’t want to get hurt. But I didn’t want to miss him. So I decided that I would come out and tell him the truth. I decided that I wanted to be with him.
“So you’ll come?”
“Yes. Yes I will.”
“God I’m so happy,”he wrapped me up in his arms and started kissing me. “Thank you so much. But can I ask you something?”
“Yes?”
“Why?”
“Why what?”
“Why did you want to come?”
“Because I decided to put the past behind me,for once.”
“You didn’t have to.”
“Yes I did. Besides,I don’t want to be lonely anymore. I want to be happy.”
“I know.”
“I just…I just want to make up for last time.”
“What do you mean?”
“The trip to New Zealand.”
“You didn’t do anything.”
“I know. But I just felt like…well,you know…”
“Not having fun?”
“Yes.”
“I know what you mean.”
“I’m just…I’m so sorry.”
He hugged and kissed me. “It’s ok. You don’t have to be sorry.”
“Yes I do.”
“Oh c’mon now.”
“I just feel so stupid. I shouldn’t act like this.”
“You can’t help it.”
I sighed. “I know.”
“It’s going to be ok.”
“Why do you keep saying that?”
“Because I know everything will be.”
“I hope so. I really don’t want to end up in the hospital anymore.”
“Oh I don’t think that is going to happen.”
“I hope you’re right.”
He kissed me again. “Don’t worry about it alright?”
I nodded. “I’ll try not to.”
“Ok. That’s my girl.”
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We weren’t going to leave for another week so we tired to take things slow. I didn’t want to think that anything bad was going to happen,but it was just so hard.
And now Orlando was going to go shoot another another film,and have to leave the house at like 4:00 in the morning. God I felt so sorry for him. I should have just said no,but I couldn’t. I love him too much,I thought. I want to be by his side,and I’m going to stay by his side. This is the whole reason we got married. To stay be each other side. I don’t want to leave his side anymore.
It had been a hard week though. I could tell the look on Orlando. He didn’t look like he was ready to leave. But he knew that he had to. Then during shooting he would have to go to Wellington,New Zealand to get ready for the Return of the King premiere. I probably wouldn’t go with him to the premieres. I mean,I supported him and all,but this was his thing. He needed to go have fun without me once in a while. He wasn’t happy when I told him that.
“Why not?”he asked.
“You know why.”
“I really want you to come though.”
“I just…I just don’t want to be in the way.”
“You won’t be in the way. You never are baby.”
“I know. I just want you to have fun.”
He sighed and kissed me. “You don’t have to come if you don’t want to. But I will be lonely without you.”
“You’ll live.”
“Not without you I won’t.”
“Oh stop!”
“I love you.”
“Love you too.”
“Are you going to be ok?”
“You know I will be.”
“I know. I just don’t want anything to happen to my beautiful baby.”
“Oh will you stop?!”
“Ok ok.”
“Listen,I’m really sorry about this.”
“About what? That you don’t wanna go with me to the premiere?”
“Well,yeah.”
“Don’t be. I’ll tell you how it goes.”
“Ok. Thanks.”
“I love you. I don’t want to get mad at you anymore.”
“Well,you have to get mad at me once in a while.”
He laughed,hugged,and kissed me. “ I know. But I love you too much.”
“And I love you too much.”
“Why thank you.”
“No problem.”
He hugged me tight,not letting go. “I’m so glad you’re coming with me.”
“I’m glad I’m coming too.”
“We’re going to have so much fun.”
“Well,we’ll try.”
“Oh don’t say that.”
“Ok ok. I’m sorry.”
“I’m going to try to have as much as I can with you.”
“Ok. Thanks.”
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Re: A Love for a life time ~PG-13~
Epilogue
Well,that’s all I can say right now. Life has been pretty good. Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King comes out Wednesday. I am very excited.
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