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A lil bit

There have been moments in my life, Not often and not long, and no longer then a few days, Moments where I'm living in absolute freedom. Away from the norms of home, work, family, and friends. During these times I live each second like i'm extending myself into the world and not the other way around. From these moments I've learned there is always those who believe they have a say in my life but it is only when I believe them that they do have an impact on me. The day I realized this was the day I realized absolute freedom is a mindset and when living within that mindset I have been happier then I could ever imagine. I'm trying to teach myself how to truly tear down any mental walls and see life as an ocean of growth and learning.

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Maybe it is because you yourself are not capable of my daft appeal? (that is in saying my appeal to ignorance which i regard highly unintuitive )

10/4/2009, 8:43 pm

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Your going from metal head to hippy awful quick emoticon

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10/5/2009, 11:27 am

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Don't know the person who started this thread but...

these things can and do sometimes co-exsist. They aren't mutually exclusive and depend more on the persons willingness to open up their thoughts and insites, tune in to what's happening or what ever you want to call it.

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10/5/2009, 1:19 pm

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Your going from metal head to hippy awful quick

realizing that limitations on myself are not from outside influences but rather from my opinion of outside influences would only allow for more headbanging and mosh pits.(thankfully).

What i'm really talking about is a self analysis of my emotions, thoughts, desires, etc etc. Exploring one's own mind can bring you a quite powerful insight. It's shocking how absurd some things become, and how much sense some absurd things seem to make.

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Maybe it is because you yourself are not capable of my daft appeal? (that is in saying my appeal to ignorance which i regard highly unintuitive )

10/5/2009, 11:44 pm

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I dig I was just giving you a little ****

Its harder to become "aware" when you have other people to care about, sort of get forced into playing the game.

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10/5/2009, 11:50 pm

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I was learning yesterday about how no one lets out their true personality and most people react to who they are with in any situation. I want to realize who I am and get away

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10/6/2009, 10:19 am

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Its harder to become "aware" when you have other people to care about, sort of get forced into playing the game.

ya i know what you mean. gets kind of difficult to look past your own emotions and the emotions of others close to you. I've never been more myself with anyone I know then I've been with my current girlfriend. But even still i find myself in some circumstances where I'm reacting accordingly and not simply acting. Couldn't imagine the journey two people would go through to know themselves and each other so well they could share a relationship where both people are fully "aware"

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Maybe it is because you yourself are not capable of my daft appeal? (that is in saying my appeal to ignorance which i regard highly unintuitive )

10/11/2009, 11:01 pm

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What i'm really talking about is a self analysis of my emotions, thoughts, desires, etc etc. Exploring one's own mind can bring you a quite powerful insight. It's shocking how absurd some things become, and how much sense some absurd things seem to make.

Mushrooms.. LSD.. Mescaline; mmmm mescaline

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10/24/2009, 4:36 pm

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Metal Monkey wrote:

What i'm really talking about is a self analysis of my emotions, thoughts, desires, etc etc. Exploring one's own mind can bring you a quite powerful insight. It's shocking how absurd some things become, and how much sense some absurd things seem to make.

Mushrooms.. LSD.. Mescaline; mmmm mescaline

That's definitely the easy way emoticon

I've grown to know some people who back packed across the state either with someone or by themselves to find out such things. Really there's just a variety of ways to go about it, each has their own.

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11/4/2009, 9:42 pm

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thats the true journey man.. learning yourself.. enjoy!

11/11/2009, 12:14 pm

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