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My heart broke at seeing this man, once so proud and arrogant and defiant, laying as he was. What I would have given to bring him back to those years of his youth before this had happened to him.
I took his hand in mine.
I will do whatever I can for you. I tried to reassure him, though I heard my voice falter. I looked around us. Could he get well in such a place or would he just give up in all the squallor? I want to take you with me away from here, but... Perhaps we should stay until you are stronger. I said gently.I'll take care of you here. You won't be alone... No, whatever the cost, I would not leave him alone now..
--- "Have courage for the great sorrows in life, and patience for the small ones; and when you have laborously accomplished your daily task, go to sleep in peace. God is awake."
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30/Apr/2004, 4:43 pm
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In all those month there was nobody who would take my questions or requests seriously...now this man treated me like someone , not something and so at once what I had been holding back for too long bursted out They hit me ! They do , they really do ! They don't let me go , I want , they say 'no' , they say Imust stay here , say I always will , they don't let me die Valjean ! They force me to live !
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No one is going to hurt you. I tell him softly. I will make sure that no one lays a harmful hand on you.
I looked around at the other patients in the ward. Were they treated the same way? Was I the only one well enough to fight back, or who could stand up for myself?
Then I looked back down at Javert. What could I say that would make him feel any better? How could I save this man from rotting here like all the others? I began to feel hopeless as I sat there, like I would break down in tears again. It was all too much. I wanted to shut it all out, but I kept my eyes on his and dared to utter,
So what happened to you, Javert? Why are you here like this?
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--- "Have courage for the great sorrows in life, and patience for the small ones; and when you have laborously accomplished your daily task, go to sleep in peace. God is awake."
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1/May/2004, 1:35 am
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at that I smiled ...bitterly , and said Isn't it obvious ? my eyes glancing down at my in bloody linen wrapped wrists...they must be covered in scars by now , I thought...like my neck I am ''a danger for myself'', Valjean
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1/May/2004, 1:53 am
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I looked to where his eyes indicated. I opened my mouth and gasped a little as I gingerly ran my fingers over the bandages on his wrists, his neck. I just shook my head. How could this have happened? *When* did it happen? How long had he been in here like this?
Will you let me help you? Will you promise not to do this anymore? I asked in a whisper, my eyes filling with tears once more. I will take us away from here when you are a little better, but you can't do anything else that will keep us here any longer than we need to be, all right? You have to eat and get strong...
I touched his cheek then, without knowing why. Somehow knowing that he was there was more than I needed to stay strong, to not let myself be beaten.
--- "Have courage for the great sorrows in life, and patience for the small ones; and when you have laborously accomplished your daily task, go to sleep in peace. God is awake."
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1/May/2004, 2:23 am
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This was the most wonderful thing for me...I think in my entire life , up to that point , I had never experienced any kind of care...never had there been someone...and now...this touch.
I...I will try ...I will
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1/May/2004, 3:22 am
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His answer satisfied me.
Good. I said smiling down at him. Now... are they giving you any kind of medicine? What are they giving you for the pain? Anything? I asked. Even if they were, would he know? Did they keep him drugged up? Without thinking, I brushed a lock of his hair from his hair and gently brushed his cheek. I sighed. Caring for him would be easy. I hoped it would be that way to care for myself...
My mind strayed for a moment back to Cosette and Marius. This was their happy day... and I... I was not there. But I could not go back now. I would not leave him alone.
--- "Have courage for the great sorrows in life, and patience for the small ones; and when you have laborously accomplished your daily task, go to sleep in peace. God is awake."
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Free me...kill me...kill me...you must...please you must I stammered this, or something like this at least...I felt miserable.I don't excuse my behaviour with that, god , no , but that is just how I felt that day ...I wonder how Valjean still had the strenghs to believe in me...he did ... I don't think that I really wanted to die...the pain and the desperation of being straped up , being helpless...it all overwhelmed me in this moment
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You must stay here and regain your strength. I tell him softly in his ear. But I'll be here and I'll take care of you, I promise. Then we can go, all right?
My hands went then to his bonds and I loosened them and took them off.
You won't get better with these on, will you? I ask with a slight chuckle. Better?
--- "Have courage for the great sorrows in life, and patience for the small ones; and when you have laborously accomplished your daily task, go to sleep in peace. God is awake."
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I bit my lip ...strongly ...while I blinked to keep my eyes dry, then I pulled my knees close , making myself as small as possible...my arms wrapped around my skinny long legs ...I must have been a strange sight. Thank you was all I could stammer , staring at the linen coverd matrace beneath me in shame ... still fighting against tears I swallowed several times
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