A quiet night It was busy there for a while and then it got quiet. Oh well sometimes quiet is good. Helps me to catch up to what Sneaky and Shawna have been posting.
… I dun want you to think i am just passing you by, I also am tryign to get caught up sis. :) But I am here and have been, just kinda mellowing out after todays events.
--- "Hard work pays off in the future, but laziness pays off now."
… Oh I'm not the best of company tonight anyhow so it wouldn't make any difference if you were passing me by or not. I just thought you were playing Mobsters to be honest.
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… I feel good now I had a nap.
When I woke up my friend called to tell me she is going to have a baby.
she is my age, her daughter has three little boys two that are under two years old.
… I won't be on much longer tonight. I'm mad and I'm sick and I've not been myself for hours now.
I could not imagine being pregnant. I really can't. I love chidren but I just don't see myself as a mother. I really don't think I'd make a good one any how. Which is kinda scary because I'm always being pressured into "someday honey let's have kids." But that someday isn't coming for me.
… No I don't think you're crazy dear. I was raised practically as an only child. He on the other hand has three brothers and a sister so he's used to all the noise and hustle and bustle. He also is a very patient person at times (except with me.) I am very tempermental and I don't put up with certain crap. I was raised strict (but not military-ish) and he was very laid back. And I don't and never will understand the concept of a woman having to spout out a child simply so the man, "can have someone to carry on the family name." My goodness if that's all it's about than just kill a deer and mount it and name it after yourself. A lot less expensive.
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… I love my children I would take more, I think I would make a good foster mom when the boys are grown and gone.
Many kids just need someone to love them.
my boys need to go to bed now.
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Re: A quiet night
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can have someone to carry on the family name
Frankly I do not feel that way about my children a part of me will carry on because of them and I plan to give them all of me to keep with them when I am gone.