and so does being social phobic...
Aural Studies is my best subject, and I'm probably going to fail the test next week. We have to sing a Bach choral in 3 parts. This means I have to find 2 other people. I don't know anyone in my class. I am terrified of approaching people, and I don't really know how to go about doing it.
I hate myself... I'm so stupid, and a f*cking coward to boot. Any moron can approach two f*cking people to work with! I'm useless, hopeless...
F*ck
F*ck
F*ck
F*ck
F*ck
*Cries*
--- Can you see me slowly dying? Can you see me fading away? Do you see the corpses that walk the streets? Will you even notice when I disappear?
Re: BEING AUTISTIC F*CKING SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Probably doesn't help, but *hug* if it does.
--- The difference between an amateur and a professional: the amateur practises until it's right; the professional practises until it never goes wrong.