ryoko
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Awakened
As you can see whenever I write, I'm too much of a ****ing pussy to actually address the topic fully. I hate this topic fully, but I... Just am not ready for to be bared into more detail.
It happens so quickly I would barely notice in a normal state, but while in such one where I see perfectly and have such touch sensitivity, it seemed as an eternity. A slight flick of the wrist, and a wave of the hand and all is done. A slight kick and toss and I am normal. It would hardly be there if I were normal, but I'm not-not then at all.
I feel the fingers softly move across the skin-ever so softly, yet horrible. The move of the hand up and down, keeping the slow movement. The jolt of action as a voice rings in the air. I am fully awake and realizing what I do not want. My eyes focus and my breath is caught-I hate it so much. I kick fiercely and roll round, and the fingers leave my skin. I turn back up and see the face which I hate. A face that gives me a feeling of hate and of fear... I wish it to end, but I have no courage to make it end. There is nothing for me to do...
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"You will do foolish things, but do them with enthusiasm. "--Colette
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11/8/2003, 3:12 am
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