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Laurie1981
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Its over

I don't understand why you want me still,

you know that its over, we can never go back,

Our love was strong, but the loss and pain broke it,

We both lost something that can never be replaced,

You say that I blame you, it simply is not true,

I just need some time and space, to become who I am,

You push me and tell me I should know by now,

Years have past and yes I have grown, and I'm starting to realise, I'm better alone

impatience is showing upon your face, I understand to wait for love is not the way,

Waiting for me to love you again will only ever cause us pain,

So it is why I told you to leave to give me this time, for us both to grieve,

Anger ignited the things you said, yet they cut deep into my flesh,

I told you to leave I said you should go, it was never me who asked you to stay,

It just wont work, I cannot go back, it isn't the guilt not even the blame,

I will tell you the truth that you need so bad, maybe now you can understand,

I can no longer look upon your face, without feeling the loss and all the pain,

For when I am with you all that I see is what we may have been, if she had lived,

So yes I have moved on I have laid her to rest, but forward I must go not backwards again,

Maybe I should have seen long ago, I have accepted my loss, but for you the pain still goes on,

Its time to forgive, time to forget we cannot change what happened then,

So take this time and heal yourself, for I am not the answer,

I can no longer be your strength, now you should realise what i have said,

Its over
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God! That was painful to read! I felt every word of that, Laurie. You write straight from your heart and pour every ounce of your pain into your words. Man! It is a horrible thing to have to push someone away. But sometimes it is the only thing that you can do--for both your sakes. And to be pushed away hurts like hell--but I think it hurts the one who is pushing even more. It's like cutting off the hand to save the arm.

I hope the person you were speaking to is able to heal and move on. And I hope even more that you can always find yourself and stay in touch with who you really are.

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And by and by my Soul returned to me, And answered "I Myself amd Heav'n and Hell"

from The Rubaiyat of Omar Khayyam as translated by Edward Fitzgerald

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